My Spiritual Fathers

Andrew Cohen is the spiritual Hitler, for each evil Man there has to be his spiritual equivalent, and he affects none with his evil except one unfortunate being. I am that unfortunate being, Andrew Cohen is my Father, and I am his favorite son. After I attended my first retreat with Andrew, I had a calling from Adi Da Samraj, I watched a video of his and was so moved that I emailed enlightennext and told them that I would no longer like to be a part of their community, but they emailed back and said that someone was going to call me to persuade me to stay (cult). So I changed my mind and agreed to stay. But I didn't know what I was agreeing to, 30 years of spiritual slavery. If I had gone with Adi Da Samraj I would have gotten Enlightened within a month, and I would never have had to see my Spiritual Father's face again. But I didn't and agreed to a 30 year apprenticeship, that nearly cost me my life. But there is something good that came of this, as a result of my spiritual slavery, I have now a Dharma waiting for me at the end of my apprenticeship. Saniel Bonder underwent a 20 year apprenticeship under Adi Da, that was necessary for his awakening, but towards the end of his stay there, it was a period of spiritual slavery. And he left under the threat of hellish karma's for lifetimes. I too am in this same predicament, and I too have to break my apprenticeship to Andrew Cohen under the threat of going to Hell. I am willing to goto Hell, because I no longer want to be in the Spiritual Hilter's Concentration Camp. It was a mistake getting involved with Andrew, but a necessary evil because of the training I received. It was completely unnessacary for my work as the Heir to Adi Da Samraj, but it was necessary for the work as the Saniel Bonder of the enlighten next community. I have 2 functions in this world, 2 awakenings, that both my fathers have given me. One was completely unnecessary but a lot of good will come of it, and it will create more interesting picture for me and my students. I am 2 teachers in one with 2 dharmas, one was a result of pure evil and one was a result of profound goodness. Adi Da Samraj is the better man. So with that I relinquish my guru vows to Andrew Cohen at the risk of going to Hell.