Conscious Evolution

We are here to consciously evolve. That is the real meaning of Nirvana or Heaven. Nirvana or Heaven is no longer someplace up there, It is down here now as well. I have brought it down, I have brought down the Supermind- or the Truth-Consciousness as aurobindo referred to it. It is essentially the 8th Stage of Life in Adi Da Schema, it what goes on after one has realized reality, it is the bringing together of conscious evolution with the 7th Stage of life, which can generically be termed the 8th Stage of life, because it is what happens once the 7th stage of life has been realized and one has chosen for incarnation inspite of all of the challenges that proposes. What it does is make incarnation not any different than 7th stage Heaven. It is a continuation of 7th Stage heaven in the world of form. Like this the Dharma keeps evolving, Reality keeps evolving and the Universe keeps evolving. And now our job is to participate in the evolution of the Universe forever.

Adi Da and the Guru-Devotee Relationship

I am proud to say that I am a Devotee, my Guru is Adi Da Samraj. My relationship with Adi Da is a spiritual partnership. He is my father, in Reality, he is Reality, therefore so am I. Our relationship is the same relationship that exists between Andrew Cohen and Ken Wilber, Andrew being the Guru, Ken being the Pandit. Therefore this is the Guru-Pandit relationship. Mine is the Guru-Devotee relationship. Adi Da is the Sapta-Na-Guru, and I am the Sapta-Na-Devotee. This is a unique relationship that exists which is a creative relationship between the 2 of us. His other devotees fulfill his teaching in the world, whereas I practice a direct relationship with my Sapta-Na-Guru. Our relationship helps the community of his devotees, and it helps me fulfill my Dharma. Together we are ensuring the continuation of Adidam throughout perpetuity and the continuation of Whatever I am throughout perpetuity. I will incarnate in the universe forever, this is a sacrifice I am willing to make because of my understanding that the Nirvana World is not different than the Manifest World, or what is otherwise known in Movie Language as the Matrix. But the Nirvana World is not Zion, the Nirvana World is Zion after it has been liberated. It is this World in other words, experienced in the fullness of Reality, and “Reality is Gorgeous” (Watts). So here I am waiting for all of you to Join me here in Paradise on earth, I am the first one here, but I can’t wait for you to get here.

The Tragic Life of Rohan Ravi

When I was 19 my whole life fell apart. I could no longer admit to myself that I was a worthy person. So I went about burning every bridge on my way to the Divine Reality. You see when I got there Rohan Ravi would be dead and all that would be left is Truth. My life from beginning to end has been a tragic affair. When I was young I did nothing that would have me experience Life in all its glory. Ever since I began to awaken I have only lived as though there was nothing to lose. But really Im all alone, now, I have no-one that I can share my life with. Relationships is the great tragedy of my life. I have always wanted meaningful relationships, and to this day I have had none whatsoever. Mine is a secluded Paradise, I never knew heaven could be so lonely. The Divine Vision set my heart aflame, but Reality brought me back down to reality. This is my confession of who I am as a separate personality, even though the separate personality doesn’t exist in the Vast Consciousnes of the Unbodied Infinite (Aurobindo). But none the less I move back and forth between 2 realities and seeming contradictions arise in my experience. The Divine Reality keeps me busy at work constantly refining my understanding of Who I am and Who God is. But the fact of the fact that I am all alone is very interesting. The seeming contradictions between my spiritual and Divine aspirations as well as my very real isolation from the World has got me wondering. If I really am who I say I am, there should be less of a gap between Rohan Dhoni Bright and Rohan Ravi

Success and Failure in the Cult of Evolutionary Enlightenment

Can you do it? Can you be the one to create the future? What an ego trip, it makes no difference whether you succeeded or failed in evolutionary enlightenment. The whole thing was designed to self-aggrandize our egos. Everyone participated and everyone contributed to bring about the Utopian Vision of Andrew Cohen. Those who succeeded had a superior ego, those that failed had an inferior ego. Those that tried to bring back evolutionary enlightenment from the dead, namely me and Andrew went back and forth between these two. Now the time has come to set everyone free from the burden of creating the future. The experiment is still running in Germany under the head Tom Steinninger. But for the rest of us we are left with our lives having been given back to us. It was a crazy experiment that made us all think we were places that we weren’t. Now we have to come to grips with reality as it is without this utopian vision. I for one am glad it is over, and I am no longer indebted to everyone, and Im sure Andrew feels the same way. What are we going to do now? Well I have taken up tutelage under David Deida, the great mathematician turned tantric sex instructor. My consciousness has merged with his, so I get his dharma at the root. His Dharma is now my Dharma. Andrew’s dharma was completely crazy. How on earth are we supposed to do so much. It’s like asking an ant to climb mount everest, and in my case that is literally what was being asked. After-all, I am only an ant, spiritually speaking. Maybe Im ant-man, those might be the Super-Powers i need to acquire now. I am looking forward to Life as a normal citizen of the World, and Im done with all that changing the world business.

Hellish Karmas for Lifetimes

Adi Da was the most controversial guru that ever walked the face of this earth. I mean he just went nuts. He actualized every possible potential that came his way, because he was obsessed with them. I think this is what Saniel Bonder calls the core wound. He was trying to escape from the conditional domain entirely. But the fact is that Adi Da is right now experiencing hellish karmas for lifetimes. I love Adi Da and wish this wasn’t so. I will always stay with beloved Adi Da, but it is true the predicament he is in right now. Was Adi Da enlightened, yes I definitely think so. Was he the Divine, yes I defintitely think so. Was he God, yes i definitely think so, but I would also argue that everyone else is god too. Perhaps not in the sense that Adi Da was, as the Divine Incarnation of God, but in the sense of God being everyone and everything. Unfortunately Adi Da was brought up in a culture in which when you awaken, you assume that you are Jesus Christ, because only Jesus Christ is allowed to awaken. So Adi Da spent his whole life thinking that he was the only one. Adi Da’s death is a divine tragedy, but Adi Da is not going away, he will return with full force once he has passed through the hellish karmas for lifetimes he is currently undergoing. And he will awaken thousands more to his Divine Grace, that have already effected the lives of thousands. This story has a happy ending, because all beings want to be happy, even God.

Healthy Orange is going to save the World

Dubai is probably the most important city on the planet, it is an experiment in materialism that has never been done before. There is no place for spirit in dubai except as matter. If dubai succeeds then Dubai will have undone America’s use of the Atomic Bomb in hiroshima. The only issue with Dubai is the means of materialism. Right now there are 10s of 1000s of refugee workers in Dubai. If Dubai doesn’t succeed in eradicating this, then Healthy Green wins, and if Healthy Green wins then since most of the worlds population are Red and Blue, then there will be a war between red and Blue. If red wins then we will witness brutality that hasn’t been seen since the times of Genghis Khan, if Blue wins then there is the end of the World as we know it. As we know it means that the world won’t end it will just go back to 2000 years ago to the times of Jesus of Nazareth. Dubai is Healthy Orange, but they treat their workers better. I see great potential for the race with Dubai’s success. 

Super-Enlightenment

There is ego, then there is super-ego. People who animate and identify with their super-ego are super-villains. There is enlightenment and then there is Super-enlightenment. People who have become Super-enlightened are Super-Heroes. Enlightenment means that you have transcended your ego, Super-Enlightenment means you have transcended your Super-ego. The future of humanity is this super domain. Where Human beings will become Super-Human beings. And when thats done, an even higher form of Enlightenment will dawn on Super-Humanity, and it goes on like this forever. There is always a higher form of enlightenment. Because enlightenment means you don’t have to come back to earth. But wherever you go, over there there will be beings who have also attained that same enlightenment that you have, so there will be a higher enlightenment that you will just be beginning on the Path on. There is no end to this process.

Almost Postmodern

Postmodernity supposedly emerged in the 60s revolution. But really it was only in rare beings such as Ghandi and Martin Luther King in which this stage of development called Early Vision Logic (Wilber), 4th Stage of Life (Da), Yoga (Deida) emerged. For most of the others, what Wilber calls cultural creatives, they did not enter into Postmodernity. Rather they had a Modern interpretation of Post-modernity. That is why Post-modernity has often been called a continuation of Modernity. Because it is simply the truths that Martin Luther and Ghandi expressed, and were recognized to be higher truths, and therefore we attempted to integrate them into our own Modern interpretation of reality. And until this realization dawns on humanity as a whole, we can never enter into Post-modernity. This is why Post-modernity as a philosophy has been totally trashed, because the conclusion it comes to means that there is nothing higher than any given truth. But Post-modernity itself rests on the premise that its truth is higher than the truths of modernity. So the conclusion denies the premise, and Post-modernity is a contradiction.

Andrew Cohen is enlightened

Gangaji once said that Andrew Cohen had landed, this coming from a being enlightened by the grace of papaji but still dependent on that grace for her enlightenment. Andrew broke his alliance with Papaji, the question is did he get everything he needed from papaji before he left him. I think Yes and No, Papaji still required Andrew to teach his Dharma even though Andrew was given full independence from Papaji. So Andrew didn’t lose his enlightenment completely. He was 50% enlightened because he didn’t lose all of Papaji’s grace. Andrew said of Papaji that he only got half the picture, but that is true of Andrew aswell. But intact Andrew and Papaji perfectly complement each other, they are each what the other one isn’t, therefore together they make a complete Dharma. I hope that Andrew and Papaji are able to work things out so that they can both get the full picture. Because while Andrew was with Papaji he was fully enlightened, but he gave that up because he saw problems with Papaji’s Dharma. But now that Andrew has fallen from grace, perhaps he can understand that Papaji wasn’t perfect. And the lineage can be established. The lineage that goes Ramana Maharishi, Papaji, Andrew, and Myself. Papaji once said that he only saw the eyes he saw in Andrew in three people, Andrew, Himself, and his teacher Ramana. Now he sees those eyes in 4 people, all of those mentioned above and Myself.  

Reality is Truth, God, or whatever you want to call that which Exists

And so the drama goes on forever until God can’t take it anymore and decides to go back to its Absolute Singularity that it was before the Universe was born. Out of that Absolute Singularity came an Absolute Multiplicity. That Absolute multiplicity has an infinite number of forms, and is endeavouring to create all of its Ideas into Material forms. Thats right the Universe is made up of Ideas, that eventually become Material Objects. You were once an Idea, and then God created you as a Material Object. But you have the same power as God, therefore you are the incarnate form of God. The only difference is that you are bound by form, God is pure Ideas. Then you may ask how did Material form come out of Ideas. And whats more, where did the Ideas come from. Obviously it came from Reality, where else could it come from. Reality is something that you have never been out of touch with. it is the very source condition of your very consciousness. it is the Bright, the Source-Condition of Reality itself. And all our ideas of God, is pointing to this Source-Condition, this Absolute Reality of all beings everywhere.

What are you, Golden Ager, Dark Ager, Utopian, Dystopian?

The destiny of the human race, all depends on how fast I can evolve. If I can evolve past a certain speed, then the golden age will appear, and all beings will enter. If I can’t evolve past this speed, then a human utopia will emerge alongside a human dystopia, and the fast I evolve the smaller the dystopia will be. So I have a moral obligation to evolve as fast as possible for the sake of the race, and even if I don’t evolve fast enough to bring about the golden age, i would have atleast guaranteed the Golden Age for a certain number of being which will protect the Dharma. If everyone comes along the Dharma will become fully incarnate in this world, for the current time, until humanity inevitable descends into lesser ages. My hope is that my evolution is constant and unbroken so as to make sure that everybody comes along. I intuitively felt that the Golden Age was the highest goal I could aim for, but then I though it might be appropriate for the world to be divided into 2 categories of people Utopians and Dystopians. Actually I would like to categorize 3 categories, Utopians, Dystopians and Golden Agers. There is also a 4th category and I would like to categorize them as Dark Agers. The Golden and Dark Agers are of the East, the Utopian and Dystopians are of the West. And they can both co-exist simultaneously in our world. There is nothing wrong with being any of these categories. They each reach the ultimate through there respective categories. Utopians try to bring as many people as possible along but not everyone. Dystopians aim to bring everyone along but those that have the means to become Utopians. Golden Agers, try to bring everyone along, but their ordeal is most difficult. Dark Agers create a space for those that would not have a place in the world without their intervention. Everyone belongs to one of these 4 categories. No category is inherently superior to the other. they all serve a particular function. And because they all coexist simultaneously the Golden Age can never come about as a totality, because it would cancel out the rest of the categories. But the Golden Age is all the root and foundation of all 4 categories. So the Golden Age can’t help but try to bring everyone along because that is its function. But it never succeeds, the other 3 succeed always, the Golden age never succeeds as long as there is incarnation. Because the Golden Age is the pure Love of God, and that pure Love is often rejected for the other categories. The other categories exist to cater to these people who don’t want to become Golden Agers. And in a way they are right, because the Golden Age would be no fun if everyone was in it. 

World War 3

World war 3 isn’t the third World War, it is the War of 3. The three types of cultures on this planet. Eastern, Western and Middle Eastern. The destiny of the race depends on which of these cultures win. If Eastern wins, we enter the Golden Age, if Western wins, we enter into human utopia, if Middle Eastern wins we enter into the Dark Age. This has tremendous relevance for my life. If the Golden Age comes about me and my ex-girlfirend will be together for the rest of our lives. If the human utopia emerges, we will be friends for the rest of our lives. If the Dark Age comes then we will be apart for the rest of our lives. This thought I cannot bear, I will be sad for the rest of my life. I am okay with sadness, because I will become a Great Poet. Actually the first time I talked to her, I just handed her a poem that I wrote. It was obvious that I wrote it for her, but she had no way of knowing for sure. You can’t tell a girl that you like her, she won’t believe you. But I’m okay with any outcome, even if we descend into darkness, it is the will of the Divine Person. Currently the Middle Eastern is the most powerful, the Western is second, and the Eastern is third.  

Andrew Cohen is not enlightened

Andrew Cohen is my father, and i don’t know how to reconcile this fact. Does he have Integrity, what is Integrity anyway. Just because you are given the gift of perfect Integrity does that mean you can manipulate everyone with your dharma. I’m sorry but I am not perfect. I hate you Andrew. I truly wanted to love you with everything I got. But the more I loved you the more of a monster I became. I don’t know what is right. Im only 27 years old, but I’m already a man. Andrew with his corruption said we have until 30 todo whatever we want. But there is no age that we have to decide to become a man. Just because Andrew became a man at age 30, that is the truth for all his students. That is his curse to me. But I am grateful for this curse. It makes my life more Interesting. My birth father also became a man at age 30, when he married my mother. 

My Spiritual Fathers

Andrew Cohen is the spiritual Hitler, for each evil Man there has to be his spiritual equivalent, and he affects none with his evil except one unfortunate being. I am that unfortunate being, Andrew Cohen is my Father, and I am his favorite son. After I attended my first retreat with Andrew, I had a calling from Adi Da Samraj, I watched a video of his and was so moved that I emailed enlightennext and told them that I would no longer like to be a part of their community, but they emailed back and said that someone was going to call me to persuade me to stay (cult). So I changed my mind and agreed to stay. But I didn't know what I was agreeing to, 30 years of spiritual slavery. If I had gone with Adi Da Samraj I would have gotten Enlightened within a month, and I would never have had to see my Spiritual Father's face again. But I didn't and agreed to a 30 year apprenticeship, that nearly cost me my life. But there is something good that came of this, as a result of my spiritual slavery, I have now a Dharma waiting for me at the end of my apprenticeship. Saniel Bonder underwent a 20 year apprenticeship under Adi Da, that was necessary for his awakening, but towards the end of his stay there, it was a period of spiritual slavery. And he left under the threat of hellish karma's for lifetimes. I too am in this same predicament, and I too have to break my apprenticeship to Andrew Cohen under the threat of going to Hell. I am willing to goto Hell, because I no longer want to be in the Spiritual Hilter's Concentration Camp. It was a mistake getting involved with Andrew, but a necessary evil because of the training I received. It was completely unnessacary for my work as the Heir to Adi Da Samraj, but it was necessary for the work as the Saniel Bonder of the enlighten next community. I have 2 functions in this world, 2 awakenings, that both my fathers have given me. One was completely unnecessary but a lot of good will come of it, and it will create more interesting picture for me and my students. I am 2 teachers in one with 2 dharmas, one was a result of pure evil and one was a result of profound goodness. Adi Da Samraj is the better man. So with that I relinquish my guru vows to Andrew Cohen at the risk of going to Hell.