The Tragic Life of Rohan Ravi

When I was 19 my whole life fell apart. I could no longer admit to myself that I was a worthy person. So I went about burning every bridge on my way to the Divine Reality. You see when I got there Rohan Ravi would be dead and all that would be left is Truth. My life from beginning to end has been a tragic affair. When I was young I did nothing that would have me experience Life in all its glory. Ever since I began to awaken I have only lived as though there was nothing to lose. But really Im all alone, now, I have no-one that I can share my life with. Relationships is the great tragedy of my life. I have always wanted meaningful relationships, and to this day I have had none whatsoever. Mine is a secluded Paradise, I never knew heaven could be so lonely. The Divine Vision set my heart aflame, but Reality brought me back down to reality. This is my confession of who I am as a separate personality, even though the separate personality doesn’t exist in the Vast Consciousnes of the Unbodied Infinite (Aurobindo). But none the less I move back and forth between 2 realities and seeming contradictions arise in my experience. The Divine Reality keeps me busy at work constantly refining my understanding of Who I am and Who God is. But the fact of the fact that I am all alone is very interesting. The seeming contradictions between my spiritual and Divine aspirations as well as my very real isolation from the World has got me wondering. If I really am who I say I am, there should be less of a gap between Rohan Dhoni Bright and Rohan Ravi

Success and Failure in the Cult of Evolutionary Enlightenment

Can you do it? Can you be the one to create the future? What an ego trip, it makes no difference whether you succeeded or failed in evolutionary enlightenment. The whole thing was designed to self-aggrandize our egos. Everyone participated and everyone contributed to bring about the Utopian Vision of Andrew Cohen. Those who succeeded had a superior ego, those that failed had an inferior ego. Those that tried to bring back evolutionary enlightenment from the dead, namely me and Andrew went back and forth between these two. Now the time has come to set everyone free from the burden of creating the future. The experiment is still running in Germany under the head Tom Steinninger. But for the rest of us we are left with our lives having been given back to us. It was a crazy experiment that made us all think we were places that we weren’t. Now we have to come to grips with reality as it is without this utopian vision. I for one am glad it is over, and I am no longer indebted to everyone, and Im sure Andrew feels the same way. What are we going to do now? Well I have taken up tutelage under David Deida, the great mathematician turned tantric sex instructor. My consciousness has merged with his, so I get his dharma at the root. His Dharma is now my Dharma. Andrew’s dharma was completely crazy. How on earth are we supposed to do so much. It’s like asking an ant to climb mount everest, and in my case that is literally what was being asked. After-all, I am only an ant, spiritually speaking. Maybe Im ant-man, those might be the Super-Powers i need to acquire now. I am looking forward to Life as a normal citizen of the World, and Im done with all that changing the world business.